Im not a blogger. Im don't have a particular flair for writing. I don't even have an interest to entertain anyone with my antics or stories. blogging for me -- well -- its simple. to just jot down my thoughts. record my lists. attempt to be accountable to myself because God knows i dont have m any people i am accountable to nowadays for my actions and decisions.
so ... whether anyone happens to find this blog. well -- i will leave that up to the fates. the stars. ha. maybe some fellow nutcase will search for something i am writing about and get a good laugh.
so ... today i committed to myself to write down some goals for 2013. its a couple months off yet thank god, right? i've already jotted down a few on a pad on the counter. so i think thats pretty darn good.
lying in bed last night. i decided that i would come up with goals that are kinda general. so that i could chip away at them with smaller achievable goals. so far, i have: HEALTH, TRAVEL, COOKING, PROJECTS. Those are the things that are personal and important to me "inside" - like inside my soul... Then, there are some serious things that i need to work on that arent so nice to think about. Actually much more difficult to think about. Those are the things that make me almost feel like my skin is crawling. or i want to cry or run away and hide. those are the things that are not so easy to just walk around my house and have them pop in my head "oh, lets write that down" ... they are the ones that i am afraid if i write them down ... i might fail if i dont even achieve even a little bit of progress. or i feel so overwhelmed i dont know where to start. well. at least i know they are lurking in my head like a stalker, ready to come out when i let them.
...maybe tomorrow....
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Some people ask, Can I call you back in 10 minutes? and you come to find out, after lots of times, that it does not really mean what it sounds like. 10 minutes can be... 2 hours.... or after work.... or later when I feel like talking to you.... or sometimes it means 5 minutes! 😜. where am I going with this? I think that I need to work on what I mean by saying I will do something "tomorrow"..... cuz sometimes it drags out for years. sigh......
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